Tuesday, May 4, 2010

The Unquiet Darkness

I'm writing this post at near midnight, which is madness for a school night. I'm just frustrated - the classes are going okay, but the rest of the madness is too much sometimes. It's like there is some sort of terrible, cosmic compromise that is hammered out in a back room and I get to see it at the end of the day, with 10 minutes to read over the fine print and the knowledge that it will be enforced whether I sign off on it or not. Sometimes you have to tell yourself that you can have some agency in the chaos, even if eludes you at the moment. At first intention, then enlightenment. And maybe then I can get some rest.

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